speaking...:)

it's been the longest winter without you. i didn't know where to turn to.see somehow i can't forget you.after all that we've been through.going coming..thought i heard a knock..whose there no one??!! thinking i deserve it.now i realize thet i really din't know..if you din't notice.you mean everything.quickly im learning .to love again..all that i know is i will be ok!

thought i couldn't live without you.it's gonna hurt when it heals to..thought i couldn't live without you.i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to!

i coundln't turn on the tv without something there to remind me..was it all that easy?? to juz put aside you feeling.if i'm dreaming! don't wanna laugh.hurt my feeling..but that's the path.i'll believe in..n i know time will heal it..if didn't notice.BOY you mean everything!! quickly i'm learning..to love again.all that i know is i will be ok! thought i couldn't live without you! it's gonna hurt when it heals to..eventhough i really love, i'm gonna smile cause deserve to!!!

since there's no more you n me, it's time i let you go so i can be free!!! n live my life how it should be..no matter how hard it is i'll be fine without you! yes i will!

i'm sorry boy....i have to let you go eventhough i really love you! i love you  but i have to forget you 4ever...:'(.
i juz think about my future? is it wrong?? plz forgive me! i can accept you BOY!! bye...:'''''(