speaking...:)

it's been the longest winter without you. i didn't know where to turn to.see somehow i can't forget you.after all that we've been through.going coming..thought i heard a knock..whose there no one??!! thinking i deserve it.now i realize thet i really din't know..if you din't notice.you mean everything.quickly im learning .to love again..all that i know is i will be ok!

thought i couldn't live without you.it's gonna hurt when it heals to..thought i couldn't live without you.i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to!

i coundln't turn on the tv without something there to remind me..was it all that easy?? to juz put aside you feeling.if i'm dreaming! don't wanna laugh.hurt my feeling..but that's the path.i'll believe in..n i know time will heal it..if didn't notice.BOY you mean everything!! quickly i'm learning..to love again.all that i know is i will be ok! thought i couldn't live without you! it's gonna hurt when it heals to..eventhough i really love, i'm gonna smile cause deserve to!!!

since there's no more you n me, it's time i let you go so i can be free!!! n live my life how it should be..no matter how hard it is i'll be fine without you! yes i will!

i'm sorry boy....i have to let you go eventhough i really love you! i love you  but i have to forget you 4ever...:'(.
i juz think about my future? is it wrong?? plz forgive me! i can accept you BOY!! bye...:'''''(

Stacy - Jahat with Lyric

RUMAH BEHANTU?????

ISHH.....SEJAK AKHIR2 NI AKU ASYIK TAKOT JE....MANE X NYE....DAHLAH DGR CITE YANG RUMAH MAK CIK AKU TU BERHANTU.....BERHANTU MACAM MANE? MAHU TAU KAH?HARUS KAH? HAHA....KIDDING,,,X DELA...AUNTIE AKU CITE MASE MALAM TU.,DYE DENGAR MACAM BUNYI BINATANG BERNAFAS KUAT SANGAT AT TEPI TINGKAP.....PAS2 TIBE2 TINGKAP TU BEGEGAR....THEN ESOK PAGI MAKCIK AKU JUMPE PASIR N BATU2 KECIK KAT KELILING RUMAH DYE....THEN MAKCIK AKU CKP...HATI DYE TERGERAK MENGATEKAN ITU PASIR KUBUR....HARAP2 LA X DE PAPE YG TERJADI....ITU MALAM PERTAME....MALAM KEDUE PULAK SEPUPU AKU CKP DYE NAMPAK ADE BENDE HITAM BESA LINTAS KAT DEPAN DYE/....N DYE DENGAR ORANG BERJALAN KAT ATAS ATAP RUMAH DYE.....ISHH.....AKU PUNYE BULU ROME MULE LA NAIK PAS DENGAR CITE TU....MASE LEPAS MALAM KEDUE TU....MASE ON THE WAY PULANG KE RUMAH DARI RUMAH MAK CIK AKU NAMPAK ADE BENDE PUTEH FLY OVER MY CAR......I WAS VERY SHOCK.....THEN I TELL WHAT HAPPENED TO MY MUM.....NASEB BAIK MAK AKU PERCAYE....KORANG?? PERCAYE X??

THEN, MASE KAT RUMAH AKU PULAK, AKU RASE TAKOT SEMACAM,....BULU ROME AKU NAIK TEGAK....LEBIH2 LAGI MASE AKU MANDI....AKU RASE MACAM ADE ORANG IKOT AKU.....SATU HARI TU AKU N KUCING AKU ADE KAT DALAM BILEK.....AKU NGAH MEN2 NAN KUCING...TIBE2 AKU DENGAR SUARE ORG BERCAKAP.....AKU X MENJERIT....AKU JUZ DIAM ...AKU TUTOP LAMPU N AKU TEROS LARI TO MY MUM...CERITE NI BUKAN REKAAN TAU.....AKU BERANI SUMPAH BNDE NI BERLAKU KAT AKU..... THEN MAK AKU CAKAP NO NEED TO SCARED......DYE X KACAU PON....DYE CUME NAK TAKOTKAN KAU...KATE MAK AKU.......TAPY AKU STILL TAKOT N TERTANYE - TANYE APE YG DYE NAK......SATU HARI TU AKU DAH 'FADE UP' SGT2,,,,,THEN AKU JERIT....JGN KACAU AKU!! AKU X KACAU KO SO  JGN KACAU AKU!! THEN AKU DAH X RASE PAPE....CUME PERASAAN TAKOT TU STILL ADE ARK....

NAK CITE BALEK PASAL RUMAH MAKCIK AKU TU.....MAKCIK AKU PANGGEL ARK ORANG NAK TENGOK UMAH.......MULE2 SEPUPU AKU , DYE PERNAH TINGGAL KAT SITU BUT DYE PINDAH BECUZ DYE CKP MALAM2 ADE MCM2 BUNYIK KAT BILEK TU....SALAH SATUNYE ADELAH DYE DENGAR BUNYI KETUKAN TINGKAP..... THEN, KAKAK AKU PULAK PINDAH BILEK TU UTK SEMENTARE....KAKAK AKU CKP MASE DYE TINGGAL SANE X DE PAPE PON BERLAKU....PAS2 AKAK AKU PINDA JE TEROS BENDE TU MUNCOL BALEK.....ORANG YANG CHECK UMAH TU CKP MAYBE AKAK AKU ADE SIMPAN BENDE YANG HANTU TU TAKOT.....AKAK AKU CAKAP YG DYE ADE SIMPAN PEDANG SAMURAI....MAYBE BENDE TU TAKOT KAT PEDANG TU....AKU X TAU APE NAK JADIK....TAPY AKU HARAP SUMENYE OK JE........OK.....SAMPAI SINI JE.....INTERSTING X?
NANTI AKU SAMBONG OK!!!!

boring n ade org ske kacau!!!

1. hari ni hari yg membosankan n dah x tau ape nak cite kat dalam blog ni.....besides, i'm really busy.....so, sbb tu aku x post lagi cite2 at dalam blog ni......hey guys! blog ni dye pages tau...so, korang kene tekan OLDER POSTS kalo nak tengok yg lame2nye.....

 2.    ishh...WTF!!!....asl ramai yg kacau aku kat bahagian chat tu!!! kat dalam facebook....x gune betol     la.....sume laki lak tu..... dorang nak ape? nak penyepak aku? penumbok aku? atau penampar aku? but aku prefer penampar sbb penendang nan penumbok tu x bape kuat sgt...so, nak rase ke penampar aku nih?? (ceh...bajet gangster jerk>>).. tapi betol!!! memang ade yg mengacau......jantan x gune......(wau!! kasarnye)...
tapy x pe....aku ttp bersabar...cool down!! wat x layan je....juz let it be.....ape susa?? aku biakan je dye tunggu aku balas walhal aku x kan balas!!! n kalau dye still menganggu aku...aku remove dye from my friend list atau aku BLOCK je  teros!!!!!

single or in a reltionship??

haha.......i forgot about this one...actually i don't have bf....haha....how to say....actually i don't know macam mane our relationship.......because kiteowang suke same suke tapy kiteorang cam base jerk.........kiteorang x nak couple becuz couple tu berdose n boleh menghancurkan  pelajaran aku, mase depan aku n segale-galenye....so i think better if  we both only friend la.....focus to pelajaran......x yah gopoh2........haha........kalau ade jodoh x ke mane pon right? haha......sumenye TUHAN yg menentukan.........kuatkan semangat illya!!bukan aku sorang tapy yang len2 tu aku harap korang focus at pelajaran korang gak.......aku cume nasihat tapy sameade korang nak ikot atau tidak..>>>>ADE AKU KESAH?.........tapy kalo sape yg ikot tu bagoosss la...yg x nak ikot tu lu pike la sendiri...aslkan jgn susahkan aku suda.....lagipon kalau korang x belaja bukan aku yg rugi.....(CEH,,,KEJAM GILERR,,,)....haha.......

kat gambang with my fren....:)

                                            haha...mase ni aku ngah pgg kasut nan air kawan akuh.....tibe2 cikgu soh                               nak    tangkap     picture    a      ku....     .aku      x      tau    camne     nak     poss...    .haha

                                        aku yang wat peace no wore.....haha....smart x???

                   penat mandi mande........so makan jap.....time tu lak cekgu soh poss.......nyirap je...haha

                                            aku x tau bile mase cikgu tangkap.......haha.......





                              anyway....korang gi ark kat gambang......BEST..........kalo gi nan kwn2 agik best....haha

                                ok.....that's all 4 now.......nanti aku sambong cite ok!! haha......rajen2 la bukak blog                                                                                          aku ni!!

Cherating

yes!!....BULAN 6 nak gi  CHERATING!! x saba lolz.....nanti nak bawak camera ley tangkap gamba at sane....then aku masok fb....wait!! aku boleh masok kat dalam blog ni sekali right? haha ... don't jealous.....
 nanti kalo aku da balek dari Cherating aku akan ceritekan  pengalaman aku n family kat sane kat dalam blog ni.....jangan lupe comment n check out my blog kays..!!! aku pon akan masokkan video at dalam ni.....WAIT!!!
I forgot to say something.....>>>>INSYALLAH.....don't forget the word when we plan to go anywhere.....we only planning ....

ok...that's all 4 today....i'm tired lol......i'll post to this blog when i have intresting story especially when at cherating...ok...bubyr....<3 you all

gamba mase kecik

this is my picture when i was child....cute right? no need to answer...i know the the answer...n the answer is cute...haha.....(proud of myself lol) haha.....this picture is with my aunt....

                     wow so cute...anak sape la ni?? haha...:)

                    my picture with my father...handsome right my father?? haha

now i'm big already...haha.....this is my picture with my fren.....i'm the green one.....

tentang bff aku

aku nak berkongsi cite nan korang pasal bff aku...name dye shaheera....dye nak pinda......aku :'( sgt.....kenape dye kene pegi? biala jaoh dari rumah dye asalkan kite x berpisah....sampai hati dye nak tinggalkan aku,norisha n aqilah.....

aku sedey sangat......hari isnin ni dye last school at sementas....ari selase dye nak pinda....aku x bley terime tau!!!
ade sorang budax name arif sahimin, dye cakap pertemuan n perpisahan itu lumrah hidup....tapy kali ni aku betol2 x bley terime....I DON'T KNOW WHY!! shaheera!! tolong la jgn pegi....i'm begging you......plz!!!!

tapy kalo ko nak pinda jugak x pela....itu keputusan ko x pe....but at least ko jgn lupekan aku.....

-illya-

(ceh...nak feeling2 lak an?)
tapy aku serious........cerite ini bukan rekaan semate2 tau!!!......

lelaki idaman

lelaki idaman?? haha....actually my lelaki idaman ialah :

1) mestila hansome right? haha..

2) of course la kene smart...kalo handsome tapi pangai cam cibai bek x yah

3)berpelajaran....aku nak yg pandai bia nanti x mudah diperbodohkan

4) kalau boleh nak yang kaye...tapy kalo sederhane pon bleu

5)  baik hati,ikhlas sukekan aku...bukan hanye nak permainkan aku

6) penyabar....haha....perangai aku ni mudah bagik org marah...so,kene yg penyabar la...haha

7) umo tu same ade same ataupun lebih 1-8 tahun.....

8) boleh jage aku n anak2(kalau ade)

9) ikot hati...kalo hati suke suke la....

that's all....bisakah?? haha

facebook

hey all!!! do you all have facebook? if have..you all can add me ok....my fb name is ILLYA MARIA which my pic with my stepsister....actually there are many fake of my fb....i only have one fb....yang lain tu that's is not me....ade banyak image n video lucah inside that....but that's not me....believe me!!!!! i'm not  kinda like that ok...:)

my parents...

this is my parent...<3 them...haha...:)

abot me

hello all......i'm illya...i'm 13 on 12/10/1998....my hobby is playing badminton n bowling......my ambition is to be a buisnesswoman.....may father's name is danny n mother's is nora....i love them very much....*sape x sayang mak bapak right?* i have a brother named daniel n one stepsister named putri......*yg dorang ni aku asek gado je*...i have 5 cats which are very cute....i buy 2 cat which one male and one female,.*then yang betine tu beranak lagi 3 ekor*.....so the total is 5.......haha...:) ....

single??

hello all........4 your information,i'm still single mingle ok....haha...but that's not mean you all can ask my phone number or whatever ok....this is becuz i hate couple and i want to focus with my knowledge....so plz don't make me angry...:)...i want to focus ok!!! <3 you all....